Walau just now I was bored at work so I randomly googled autonomous Unis in Singapore, then I was like holy mother of god, why others gpa so high... Which only means that my chances of landing a place in Uni is unlikely.

Maybe I shouldn't go to Germany anymore and just focus on my studies, haisss. Especially since I screwed up this sem

Really, I want to go to a local u more than anything else. (Stupid social stigma, so im forced to conform to what people think is successful)

Fuck my life.