Life's looking pretty good nowadays. Awesome job, everything is almost falling back into place, almost I emphasise. Oh and I realised the perspective of the world I see todayis different from 4 years ago... I was just pondering over random things on the lounge chair while at work. Oh well.

I am reminded of some things I don't wish to be reminded of. I'm not saying it has that much of an effect on me...but I realised that there will be scars, perhaps a few. So I pretty much made up my mind, that I'm going elsewhere. I just get that uncomfortable feeling. Inexplicable.

I think I can be my own shield. Reality check. Maybe not, with the things that have happened to me.