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Thursday, April 19, 2012, 12:18 PM
I'm stuck in a dilemma now.

Since the timetable is less packed now... I've decided to join a CCA for good. Although I've not auditioned for it yet, I'm rather certain I'll get in. Considering the fact that I managed to pass last year even though I sucked last year. I think I made tremendous improvements lah.

And I decided to take up Yogilates, that is yoga with pilates and I'll see how it goes before I decide which I prefer.

And I can't decide if I want to take RAD ballet as well. I've to consider my schedule/studies and $. Ok it's not really that expensive if there's no coaching lessons. If there is, I've to pay double.

Plus, I'm still saving up for my braces and driving lessons. If I decide to take up driving lessons, i have to forgo either yogilates/RAD.

I'm so desperate to improve and rise the ranks(grades). And for the certificates. Maybe I'm not that much of an academic person but still studies are priority.

Also since my annoying ballet instructor keeps harping about the fact that I'm grade 6 yet I can't do some steps he named out, so I have to prove him wrong and push myself harder. Like " I DONT KNOW HOW U PASS ONE" And I have the urge to rebut "fact is I passed and with flying colours somemore. problem?"

You see, my point is that I took freaking grade 3 seven years ago and ever since then, I never took up any dance lessons. It was until last year that I took a big leap and joined grade 6.

7 years of inactiveness in dance and an immediate jump three grades. You think I 神仙 or what. Obviously I must be good enough to at least pass since I got commended. (fyi, pass then pass plus then commended and so on.) And he keeps comparing his grade 4 adult students with me. Please lor they learnt for one year, likewise ME. Though I took grade three 7 years ago, doesn't mean I remember everything. Not unless if I have an IQ of over 150.

Ok point made. pisses me off. maybe it's out of good will/intentions, but I really don't see it. Seriously. Keep scolding me when he hardly ever bothers to point out my mistakes. Maybe you'll understand if you're put in my shoes.

School's starting in less than a week. Shall enjoy it before it ends then. :)