Damn, i feel so demoralised?

You know, when you're not good anything.

Ok I'm not boasting or what(it's the PAST, not PRESENT). I remember how I used to be better academically. But I lost it since I was 15...wait, maybe 12. And then you see those people (who used to do worse than you)do better currently. So demoralising. what is this?! Go to a junior college, and everything else.

*Le sighs*

Well, I'm happy though I went to polytechnic. Nope, i don't regret it. Maybe I could've done better?

I just hope this path is the right one for me.

There's so many things I wanna learn. Piano, Muaythai, guitar, jazz just to name a few. (Makes me feel smarter) ahahaha. in the future...

Will probably act in a film that a friend roped me in. All along, I've never actually acted(played a major role) in my school's drama. Would be a good experience and venture.I'll try my best if I do it.

Ballet performance in less than a month. Barely a month's practice. Show some mercy please, i'm still an amateur.Extra practices everyday for a week. Gotta be more devoted else I will lag behind those exceptionally good ones.

Lastly, my studies. I need to pull my socks up. Screwed up alot of tests. Two words: Utter disappointment.