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Sunday, September 18, 2011, 12:00 AM
It's been a week!

Yeah, i'm adapting well though i make a few blunders there and then. I would say I'm pretty good. "Blunders" means being late actually. Yes, i dread going to work every morning but by noon time, i would have gotten over the "lack of motivation" period, and start being serious.

Mum's been especially nice after what happened last saturday haha. So yeap, basically everything's rather okay.

There's this thing though. Maybe its just me being over sensitive. Rather skeptical about it. Because its odd, its abnormal. Abnormally nice, cos' everyone don't feel the same, you get what i mean.

So i went to a friend's housewarming party today. Hmm? Genuinely happy to see them? Not exactly. Yeah, i do love them. But the feeling's not right. Like those were the days, not today, whereby there's concrete between us.

The way i talk to my poly friends, its just different. We're like crude, straightforward, sarcastic and stuff. Just feel that i can't speak my mind. But don't get me wrong, i still love them.

Oh i really am flattered by my colleagues regarding my style. Really appreciate that because i love dressing up. It lightens up my mood. But i still feel that im not that fantastic as they make me out to be. There's a lot more to learn.

Argh, and i was speaking to a few of my colleagues from nyp as well. Their GPAs like really fantastic and something i would have totally wanted, but nawww they couldn't enter their desired course despite getting marvellous results.

And it's like as the days pass by, the more i am sure that i wanna be a journalist??? It'll be tough to get there.