Saturday, December 4, 2010, 11:35 PM
Work was pretty fantastic. Of course, the cons far outweighed the pros, so i had to leave. I mean the people there was amazing and i had a great time, but guess my feet isn't adapting well to the pressure. I do miss them though!
I feel that my life's lacking of something. Don't exactly know how to explain that either. Y'know everything i wanna do EVER revolves around money. Exactly. And $ doesn't come easy. Wished i could rewind time and took my Olvl's seriously. (okay wtf am i talking?) Cant help but admire those people who can afford luxury. (especially when i'm catching GossipGirl) To dos: -ballet grade 5 -learn how to cook by attending cooking lessons -tie braids -get pretty shoes (like Jimmychoos, miumiu etc cos' i swear i love their designs) -get a nice expensive bag for mum and myself -get a job asap -braces (ohgod im taking forever to find my dentist) And im still considering over my navel piercing. I mean should i? what if it gets infected? FUCK THE $ I feel like a failure. I sound depressed and boring i know. Just FML. It really does drive me nuts that i cant do anything right. My life's really messed up when it comes to this: $ When i do something right, i'll be back then. till then. ($150 to survive through Xmas? I sound really despo right now. I could really use some 4d.)
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