Okay, I'm so frustrated right now. I kind of can't control my emotions. Sometimes, when I'm extremely pissed, tears just flow. Not exactly sad, but pissed.

Coming home to see my room looking like a piece of junk. At least for years to come. Imagine that!

Last weekend, me and my family went to choose the colour scheme for the paint. So my bro took sky blue and I took cotton white. Initially, I wanted something different but relented after my mum asked me to save $. So we took the cotton white one as well.

Then I suggested painting a wall blue. Fucking wrong decision. Disastrous I tell you. Ugly as hell.

Then I became very pissed and blamed my mum. Really can't help it!! Although I know I'm partially at fault. I should have been more insistent.

So, I am gonna research for better options and fucking paint everything from scratch on my off day. And I will pay myself ok! And get a new closet when I've time to pick.

Cbbbbbb lah. Bo lui already.