These few days has been very hectic and will continue to be for the next few months. Damn sad. Should I have studied more often last year, I wouldn't be in such a pathetic plight today.

Been doing badly for my mock exams. Aw man! And I keep screwing up my experiments. Think I've never done a successful chem experiment before. Lol. Not talented in this area. Plus I'm kind of afraid of fire, and I got butter fingers and I'm pretty blur, especially when I do not have adequate sleep.

Speaking of which, I've done a lot of stupid things this week cos I didn't have enough sleep.

Damnit. I wished there was a subject called shopping. I'd ace it. For sure. ;D from funds transfer to shopping online, I learnt them all with no help from anyone. Haha I researched and learnt them.

And seriously, what!?! I just know that chinese o's oral is exactly a week later. I think my spoken chinese is quite horrible. What to do? Prelims in a mth. Study! o's will be over in 5months.

hehe. My atm's left with only 3bux. And I owe ppl $85 altogether. No choice. Of course I would return. Just bought a marc jacobs tote. Quite ex...for a tote. But I need a gd tote for tuition. The last time I bought a bag was like 5mths ago. I know damn pathetic. I always buy clothes and neglect the bags. I need to save up to buy a few bags. Like collection. Cool huh. Like at least a coach/kate spade one that I like although a lot are nice and some random nice one that I saw online. Yesyes!

Every night before I sleep I imagine my room filled with clothes, bags and etc etc and no books. Then I tell myself, to achieve that, u need to study. But everytime I study and I face a difficult qns I give up halfway.

I think to motivate me...I need my mum to reward me for prelims if I do well. Shall go discuss with her later. :p since young, my family study system is work for reward, reward for work.