i am in desperate need of motivation. prelims are nearing ..abt a mths time yet i cant freaking feel the urgency to study. i must be the worst in my class. some of my ten yr series are clean you know. i am typing on my phone and for some reasons that idk i cant paragraph and use punctuation with the exception of fullstop. ok back to topic. so fmlfmlfml. even with big bucks set as my goal or motivation it doesnt seem to be working. so i must set short term goals like.... since the thing that i want most now is braces i should get my mum to say u dont get ten pts no braces. lol. i mean she told me after my os i could have it done straightaway. id wish my mum could read my mind and sort of use this to threaten me. oh dear god what to do...cmon i have to study. one second i can tell myself hey lets study...and the next prolly procrastinating and get carried awat with sth else. this sucks. if i were a robot that would be awesome. cos i wont get distracted and do what i was programmed to do. this post is crap i bet everyone read the first sentence and scrolled away lol