Gonna be mad occupied with school for these 3months. and seriously, i can't wait for O's to end. I dream about it almost every minute.

I have soooo many dreams to fulfill. And i intend to do it straight after O's. muhaha. My O's end three days later than maybe like ...5/6 of the students taking O's, just because i take pureeeeee biology.

And seriously, its not me that is stressed, my whole class is so freakish. they are damn kiasu and panicky and i dont know...makes me feel like strangling them. because they always like to compare...who studies lesser and who gets lower, WTF.

Insane. I mean obviously..look i'm the worst amongst them. Obviously im always the one who didn't hand in homework punctually, fails tests. like duh! then i would say

"i never study leh, u?" ï also.i just read this this and that! die liao lah!" then zann told me her context of studying is memorise not read. omgwtfbbq. imagine the stress i'm handling with these crazy ppl.

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i was hoping someone would genuinely say that they didn't study and i was hoping we could fail together. but no one in this class does that. maybe i'm in the wrong class? afterall, i failed my maths during sec2 and i should belong in another class.they make me feel so disoriented. I didn't feel like that until I was sec 3 or worst sec 4. Must be I go Wrong class.

tricia is a meanie. she keeps telling me how good her class is. zz. to me, nah no good classes lor. each have its own flaws. obviously, in my class it is intense competition for everyone, u die means u die. no one cares. Of course the hardworking ones would benefit in these classes but definitely not me. the stress won't spur me to do well, more like induce headaches. In her class, it might be different lah. Anyhow, i hate school and hopefully, i don't want to experience these crazy stuff again.

Somehow, my alarm always manages to off itself whenever i have geography exam. maybe i have like set my alarm wrongly a few times. but i swear ytd was damn weird. I saw the alarm show 5hours blabla min from now... then it didn't ring. I don't remember waking up at all! So i overslept.

So i only managed to study two forests. the rest i just read through briefly. I don't exactly study(my definition of study is read enough) my geog and i don't remember studying for any geog tests this year...honestly. other than chionging last min during lessons.

i managed to churn out looooong paragraphs today. despite me, chittychatting in school today and oversleeping last night. dang, ppl thought that i studied cos'i wrote furiously. but hell noo!!! Lol i just filled in my own words, or rather, rubbish. Write at least can have 1mark. Hahaha I think i might be able to pass though. I was always lucky when it came to humanities. but maths and science, ultra fail. hahhahaha!

Retail therapy always the best. I accumulated 10 banking receipts in barely 4days... 4 of them is mine...and maybe another 2 tmr. -.-

Cl O oral this fri. I don't expect much but let's hope its at least a B... cos I barely passed the prev 2 in sch. Pathetic. My conver lousy ttm, can't speak gd chi. But reading chim words still not bad I realised. Hehe. Don't know why.

Gonna catch up with tricia and andy tmr. phew... thank goodness i can break free for a few hours from this crazy reality.