Tuesday, May 18, 2010, 9:58 PM
I cannot help but feel really really upset because I received the shock of my life today. The composition which i had been expecting to be done well(better than letter writing) had turned out to be really disappointing.
As usual, there isn't much problem with my grammar, spelling, topic relevance etc. I didn't expect mdm woo to mark me down because of my storyline. My story did not have too much of a climax, but there still is for sure. I guess different teachers would have different perceptions about the storylines, some may deem fine, some, like her won't accept it. :( And if you guys are wondering, I merely passed. I thought I deserved better. I seriously am in utter disbelief and i still refuse to think so. It is seriously a fucking great blow dealt...well, to my confidence. I never ever gotten this kind of results before, as far as i can recall. Now that I can't even do well in my best(I think) subject, I really am so discouraged. Let's hope prelims would be better. tmdtmdtmdtmd. I can forget about applying DPA for mass comm. What's worse is that I forgot to bring my chinese file to revise for tomorrow's mock exam. Then I left my token of appreciation from my juniors at my tutor's house. Which reminds me, I left my phone at my aunt's place a few days ago. I almost died without the time,alarm and phonebook. (Which contributes to the shit today) Sometimes, I feel that some of my friends are insensitive. Everytime I want to be "Angry" with them, I just can't. It's always the same problem, y'know. Yeah, Perhaps, maybe because there is even little to talk about anyway. I am so forgetful. It would be of little wonder if I gets senile dementia even at the tender age of 30. Problems and worries after another. At least, a little thing that is worth anticipating...that is IBanking in 10days! This sucks. I want to bury my head under my pillows now. Adios. |
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