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Monday, February 8, 2010, 9:47 PM
Feeling pissed and disappointed now, because of my dad.

I didn't quarrel with him or whatsoever. My mom can only confide to me, cos it's private.

This is not the first time. And hell, how would i know what the hell he was thinking. He refuses to tell. I seriously pity my mom ALOT, i swear.

Ever since I was in secondary 2, i wasn't close to him anymore.(I hardly mention him no?) Cos' i felt he never done much for the family. Not that i would abandon him, but I just hoped some miracle would happen and that he wouldn't get into deep shit.

I mean yeah, most of the people would think i'm pampered and shit considering I'm not extremely rich and whatsoever. Almost everything I had was from my mom.

I know this is nothing compared to my friend's father and a schoolmate's father who just passed away recently. But, this is just as upsetting.

I'm okay, I swear. I just needed a space to express my feelings. My bro doesn't know anything, stupid, lucky him.

Off to study. ( just before cny, we had to have this shit)