Miss my hamster. It's like everytime I walk past my hamzy's cage, I would rmb him. It's become a daily routine to feed, disturb, play with him.

Everytime I walk past the balcony, I see that the cage is empty. Each time I walked past I would walk over to the balcony to check on him, now no more. It's a habit alr.

sighs. I'm so emotional. Should I get another ham? I don't have my parents' approval though. Then there's 'O' level, doubt I can even play with hamz then.

I feel terrible inside, I wish I had taken better care of him. Wish he could revive. (L)