Notice the first one, i added my LIPosutioned lips with paint, because it's too light to be seen.

With XiaoYu, previous CDrama senior.

CDrama SYF Matinee brochures.

Hweejun dozing off. Yaoyao's. Big eyes, Hweejun SMILLaughing hard, forgot what's so funny though.

I was denied entrance to school because i went beyond 9. I managed to get in. I hope i won't skip school again, because i will miss lessons. Damn, that's how i failed for the first half of this year. I felt as if i wasn't myself for that five months until when i finally came back from China during June. :x

For these past weeks, i've been sacrificing my recesses to complete my homework pre-hand. Everyone knows.^^

Drama SYF matinee( 5skits). Bore me. There's a small boy who always act in channel 8 in one of the skits. Made a nuisance too. :) Ahaha, we saw a familiar drama instructor. Cos I once spreaded words to everyone about him having a hole in his pants. LMAOROFL.

On the way back, we played guess-the-song game. I'mma the DJ. :D And naming-artiste game. Tricia won both. Headed to Riv Plaza cos Tricia treated Alwin, Jamson, JQ, Tricia, Yao, Hj and me ice-cream for her glory. I pwn at english songs though. HAHA. Been so long since all of us really had fun, especially yaoyao. :)

My four year old cousin knows how to sing almost paradise-T-Max. Cute. "Almost paradise@!$#$#^" Anyhow sings*

Lol. And when Tricia and Siyi knew what happened, they were like "what?" Haha thanks for comforting me, but i really am not upset.

I will never want to wallow in pity, do stupid things. Seriously, because it's not gonna help. I won't deny i'm not sad when i'm reminded. Anyway, it's stupid whenever people tell me i don't look okay when I AM. zzzz. Is crying gonna help? No. Even if i wanna cry, i just can't do it. Idk why. That's why, Don't worry!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'm fine. Arghhhh

Because i am different, because my past(not that its bad.) made me stronger than ever. I'm not those who sit in a corner weep and cut my wrist and blah. I'm too vain to disfigure myself. :)

Though, i want to hate you very much, i can't. Because my heart don't want to do so. I never cried from todau onwards because i chose to never remember yesterday. I want to forget yesterday, whenever i see anything related to you, my heart just ache. Ily and that's all i only know.

You think i'm better off with you, let me tell you, it's a no. don't assume i would, because you don't know.