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exhausted
Wednesday, March 11, 2009, 3:12 PM
aaa la, bbbb la.
I'm so exhausted.
i feel like being so rude and vulgar now.
I'm supressing all of it right now.
I got a fucking terrible headache
which might explode anytime.

What the fuck?
The whole of my yesterday was spent like this:
School for almost 7hours.
CRT for 1hour.
CCA for 2 plus hours.
tuition for 2hours.
total: 12 hours.
And i have yet to include my sleep, eat, bathe and preparation etc.
See la.

Who in the world won't wake up with a headache
and with incomplete homework.
And next day, which you are supposed to have a nice sleep till 10.
But you have extra SYF practice from 8.
You come try lor, fucking tiring.
Much more than working ok.

Each day i wake up to know all these craps.
That i have completed only 20% homework out of 100%
MYSELF.
i have failed 6 sciences tests out of 7.
i have failed all my maths tests.
And know that homework are piliing.
Teachers are complaining.
parents are nagging.
Even your friends are unhappy.
WHAT?
Because i have don't have ample time.
Because i fail my tests.
Because i don't accompany you.
Then now what.

My brother is receiving calls of compliments from teacher
for doing well for the test.
Like he even study lor.
Mine leh? call to say FAILFAILFAIL la.
so controversial.

on the verge of breaking down.
i want to give up but i cannot.
I don't know how the hell i got into e1.
And i don't want to anymore.
don't know how i managed to achieve good results for the past years
and don't know how to be a e1 student.
i never was, all i had with me last year was
...just pure luck

Knnbpcb.
abcdefghijklmnopqrstuvwxzy.
i want to go combi.
yet, i can't bear to leave cheryl and hweejun there.
see i'm so good right?


i am always late.
rude, no manners.
so stupid.
defiant.
dumb.
whatever, and whatever i do won't please my parents.
On the surface, for awhile.
Then it won't be anymore.
So be it. It does not matter anymore.
I just do as i wish.