I'm like in a dilemma. Sometimes, i don't really know what i want and what i am thinking. Always, i will regret. I don't think i'm enjoying myself right now. It's like there are so many problems waiting for me to be solved. I'm the kind of person who tends to worry over everything and perhaps keep to myself. Alright, back to topic.
School was mundane as usual. And yes, I'm stucked in this decision of whether to take MC or not. After giving much thoughts, i was afraid i can't cope with my studies after the MC for skin irritation. Been on medication for one week, don't seem to improve. Bio tomorrow. MC?

Made a trip to the ATM to withdraw cash for @cash. But no 10k! Want to break my novice account and change both accounts ign. That doesn't mean i hate the person or whatsoever. I am on quite good terms with the person though.

Most probably will be failing my Emaths test. Yes, two days had a nice chat with that anonymous person, which i know who now. And Ohhh dear~ i'll be competing with my junior for the SYF drama role. Hey, xxxx off, you still have sec 4. Oh my, i'm mean, can't help it. I WANT AT LEAST A POINT for my cca. (Don't think you big size can win and boast about ar! xD )Since i've requested for a change in cca, Sec1-2 points will be considered void. FUCK. -'- Yes, my dear cca teacher ic, i have prepared a paper full of sacarsm for you. dance lessons outside! i want!

Being tx to chinese drama don't work, seriously. At least, "mei you gong lao, ye you ku lao hao bu hao?" Even so, we hardly even got the chance. If i'm fucking not in SYF performance, then I might change CCA again. It really pisses people off. Since sec 1, we so TX to the CCA, attend regularly and yet, we cannot beat juniors. Bullshit. Effort to attend, dear teacher!
Mr Lee, is mfucking gayshit. He speaks like a gay and i seriously can't stand it. He cracks yellow jokes, which has no relevance to Physics. Vibrator (not that stimulate one lah). Create waves one. Many people don't know. Like Yao2, had a difficult time explaining. Lambda(pronounce quickly), obviously, you-know-what.I already got my mind polluted long time ago, due to influences. And sometimes, i really get annoyed when i speak countlessly and yet she don't reply me. Or sometimes, she raise her voice over nothing. For, the sake of friendship i should just get over it. I get really pissed off. It's perhaps that we're drifting apart. Not as close as we'd used to be. I might be too senstitive.
So no big deal eh. And, i find some people so childish. I am in a manner but not so. Perhaps if you are matured enough to think, you will like plan for your future(?) Hmm.. For my clothes/designer bags, i will cling on to the books tight. I will earn big bucks. *so realistic* Stressed till i spoke and laughed lesser this year. Aiming for backup(AudiSEA) by march holidays school reopen. and A(s) for all tests. Jiayou! :[ Damn discouraged.